HeartBreak

Dear H,

People go into phases of life but when you feel like your body clock is ticking and the one relationship that you wanted to last forever just failed. You feel like your world crumbled. You can't sleep, can't eat, can't even feel anything. You just feel numb. You feel nothing. It is as if you are a walking zombie. You try to sleep, you try to eat, you try to be normal but everything is just a slow motion. You are hurt but the pain is so deep that you cannot even cry. You do your daily routine but there are times that you catch yourself staring at the distance...wanting to cry and breakdown but the feelings just don't go out. It just remains inside you making you feel crazy. You try to act normal and make jokes with your friends but it always fall flat. Your friends look at you and you feel their pity but you refuse to acknowledge it because you believe that you are a strong person that crying over him is just being weak. But in the end, those feelings just don't go away - in the end you are a fool. For believing, for trying to make something that won't work, from something that started from his lies. You are strong, you are loveable, you deserve to be happy. Cry for now little child, cry with all you have, let it out. Give yourself time to be sad, heal and move on. Remember you deserve someone better. You are a treasure. So cry today and until the day that your tears dry out, I will be here. You are not alone. I will always be here for you - God

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Comments (7)

  1. Munkyman

    How old are you that your clock is ticking?

    June 14, 2017
    1. haydeeandgabriel

      June 14, 2017
      1. Munkyman

        I think your clock will be ticking a long time still.
        Are you planning on 10 kids? You might need to get started if you are.

        June 14, 2017
        1. haydeeandgabriel

          well that will be a problem because I have no donor lmfao

          June 14, 2017
          1. Munkyman

            You can always buy donor sperm. It’s much easier for a woman to have 10 kids without a man than for a man to get 10 kids without a woman or a felony.

            June 14, 2017
            1. haydeeandgabriel

              lmfao..if only they have it here

              June 14, 2017
            2. Munkyman

              It’s frozen, you can order it & have it delivered to your doctor… yourself.
              Seriously though, if you’re fertile & can take your temperature 3-5 times a day for up to 2 months, you can order it & know within 3 days when you should be “inserting” it. You can literally order yourself a concert cellist, a brain surgeon or a grand master chess player for a “father” & possibly all 3 in one.

              June 14, 2017