Even if you mean the whole damn world to me I can forget you wait and see... I can be strong even without you I can't waste my life forever hoping you'd come back to me But deep inside I know I'll be waiting here for you

Another Day

Woke up without him. Feeling empty but then again, when you have those daily routine for 1.5 years and suddenly it stops, it will take some time to get used to a new routine. Good thing that I have my bestfriend to help me during these difficult time....


When you are being depressed, I find that talking to other people lifts my spirit. Because I tend to be sad when I am alone, I try to surround myself with people who are wiling to talk even on webcam...I try to videocall all of my cousins and...


Dear H, People go into phases of life but when you feel like your body clock is ticking and the one relationship that you wanted to last forever just failed. You feel like your world crumbled. You can't sleep, can't eat, can't even feel anything....

His one question

While we were talking: What can I do to make you feel secured? That is the question that I have been waiting to be asked...


Guys will never change unless they want to. Women should remember that when they fall in love with a "bad boy". Don't even try to change people because you want them to change. People will change because they want to. So if you get your heart broken...


Go away. I do not want you to be with me today. It is not good for me to be alone with my thoughts today. I feel like the whole world is closing in on me. Got to go out and drink a little than to be depressed again.


Note to myself: Never ever let someone to make you feel stupid :)

Try to fight it

Try to fight depression by thinking positive thoughts or happy memories. But today, I think I am losing my battle with D. I find it hard to think of happy thoughts. All I can remember is to be sad, sad sad, sad. I have to go and call reinforcement in...

Thought for the day

I was having a sad day when boyfriend says: Life is too precious to be sad. Makes sense. I want to have that attitude also...If only ;)


I can feel too. I'm only human. I bleed, I cry, I mourn. I am not made of stone. I am hurt. 


Smile even if you find it hard to do. You will never know the person you are smiling at is at the verge of depression or suicide and it was your smile that made them rethink of doing something bad to themselves.